Hey little girl, I
know you’re being vulnerable lately. It’s been hard and complicated, and you
feel like running away as far as your feet can do. You feel like there’s no
point of faking a smile nor pretending to be happy when you’re actually not.
You shut your self, push people away, be all alone is exactly what you think
you need. Hey, you’ve been through this. And if you could nail it once, I’m
sure you will do, too, this time.
I’m not gonna tell
you that I know your feeling, because no one ever ease the pain by saying that.
But remember this, you are worthwhile. You’re the one person who’s constantly
saying that no one could ever define you. No one MAY ever define you. You find your
own definition and live your life just by the way you want it. And I got your
back on that. If there’s one advice, I need you to tell the world that you’re
okay. That you fall seven times, but you can get up eight.
That you are stronger than anyhow severe your
wound is. Tell the world that you’re gonna rise back.
Now you might be in the bottom, but after this
there’s no other way to go than up. I can’t recommend you a book, or a song, or
a video, to abolish your memories completely. They will always be there. They
will always remind you of something joyful, funny, terrible, and extraordinary
in your life. But don’t look back too often. It hurts you more. To wonder with
all the “What if”s. The only thing you need to take from your past is the
lessons. Lessons to shape you into a better person. To learn from experience
and become wiser. To evaluate yourself and fix the broken parts.
Hey, little girl,
you can cry as much as you want. If it is what it takes to heal your scar. But
for me, moving on is the best way. Carry on stronger. Forget about love and all
the pain it caused you all this time. Maybe this time you need to be on your
own, on your road, all alone. Walk it like you mean it. I’ve seen your dreams,
I’ve seen your biggest fear. I’ve seen that you’re not one of those pathetic
girls whose world stops spinning just because of some guy. You’ll be fine by
yourself. You can focus on your study, and struggle even more fiercely for your
dreams. Hey, I know you can. Do you think you’re gonna let a guy trespass your
path and ruin your lifetime-plan? Because I don’t.
Hey little girl,
life moves pretty fast. Life goes on without caring whether you’re broken or
you’re on fire. Time won’t wait you, you gotta catch up. So don’t take too long
to mourn, it’s pointless. You see, these past two decades have taught me that
the time will always be right. Never too early and never too late. Be patient,
some things take longer time than the other. I will always pray for you. For
your dreams and for your happiness. And I hope God will send you His best angel
to guide you for the rest of your life. If it’s meant to be, it will always
find its way. Believe me. :’)
08.02.14
[F] Savo.